Thursday, November 12, 2009

be yourself. everyone else is already taken.

You want to know what living life to the fullest actually is? It's waking up on monday morning with no complaints. It's knowing you always deserve to laugh. It's doing what feel right no matter what. It's doing what you want to, no matter how stupid you look. It's about being yourself, because no one can tell you you're doing it wrong. I want to create beautiful things. I want to change someone's life. No, I want to change many lives. I want to know that because of something I did, someone was deeply affected, in a good way. I want to know what I'm capable of. Most girls say they want a fairy tale, but not me. That's not really what I want. I want someone who will make fun of me and laugh at my jokes even if they aren't funny. Someone who will wrestle with me and not let me win just because I'm a girl. Yeah, riding off into the sunset on a white horse would be nice but playing thumb-war with someone who cares about you just as much as you care about them seems so much better. I love the feeling after a good run away from trouble. Or the feeling when my favorite song is on full blast in the car. I like traveling to nowhere, getting lost, and then the best part, being found. I like being held by someone who means a lot to me, especially when I haven't seen them in awhile. We always complain there isn't enough time. Or that these moments never come around enough. Thats true. It's true that we never stop growing old, and we mature faster than we'd like. But time is the essence of life, and it brings change and surprise. I like watching the people I care for get older, change, become who they're suppose to be. Sometimes we all wish to go back, to repeat a moment, or pause it forever. Even just hit replay. But we need change, even when we don't want it. The cards are placed and time brings us closer to our destination. All the while as we travel through, the things we love doing, the people we share our life with, that's the destiny. We're not suppose to end up anywhere, we're suppose to make the best of this journey. Because no one makes it out alive.

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